[Actions speak louder than words and with no words to have actions are all she can do. And it's funny because she's usually the distraction; silent and mysterious in a low-cut dress, attention-grabbing in a halter top and shirt skirt. She's the lure for countless marks.
At the same time, she's everyone's else's distraction too. The one to hold someone's hair back as they vomit and sob over a toilet or in a back alley, the supportive hugs and shoulder rubs, the willing sparring partner, bed partner.
Ginia knows what it means to give and be the one to drink up someone's misery and let it bleed into every part because someone has to stay strong. But even the strongest walls show wear overtime and the Malnosso had a week to chip and hammer away. And oh, she'll rebuilt in time. She always does because that's what you do. Cobble and glue yourself back together before someone else comes along to tear you down.
(Someone always does. It's how the world works. It's not a branching path but interconnected circles that go around and around.)
When Kakashi kisses her, Ginia lets him take control as she presses again him. She'll let him take control, do as he see fit because even if she hasn't had control for a week, she's not ready to take it back. Not yet, not when she feels so raw and jagged and anger is at the forefront and every throat looks the same when you're seeing red.
Bleeding out is better this way. Better her than someone else. Better her than someone else.]
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At the same time, she's everyone's else's distraction too. The one to hold someone's hair back as they vomit and sob over a toilet or in a back alley, the supportive hugs and shoulder rubs, the willing sparring partner, bed partner.
Ginia knows what it means to give and be the one to drink up someone's misery and let it bleed into every part because someone has to stay strong. But even the strongest walls show wear overtime and the Malnosso had a week to chip and hammer away. And oh, she'll rebuilt in time. She always does because that's what you do. Cobble and glue yourself back together before someone else comes along to tear you down.
(Someone always does. It's how the world works. It's not a branching path but interconnected circles that go around and around.)
When Kakashi kisses her, Ginia lets him take control as she presses again him. She'll let him take control, do as he see fit because even if she hasn't had control for a week, she's not ready to take it back. Not yet, not when she feels so raw and jagged and anger is at the forefront and every throat looks the same when you're seeing red.
Bleeding out is better this way. Better her than someone else. Better her than someone else.]